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I'll start with the tl;dr summary to make sure everyone sees it and then explain further: As of September 1, we will temporarily be forced to block access to Dreamwidth from all IP addresses that geolocate to Mississippi for legal reasons. This block will need to continue until we either win the legal case entirely, or the district court issues another injunction preventing Mississippi from enforcing their social media age verification and parental consent law against us.

Mississippi residents, we are so, so sorry. We really don't want to do this, but the legal fight we and Netchoice have been fighting for you had a temporary setback last week. We genuinely and honestly believe that we're going to win it in the end, but the Fifth Circuit appellate court said that the district judge was wrong to issue the preliminary injunction back in June that would have maintained the status quo and prevented the state from enforcing the law requiring any social media website (which is very broadly defined, and which we definitely qualify as) to deanonymize and age-verify all users and obtain parental permission from the parent of anyone under 18 who wants to open an account.

Netchoice took that appellate ruling up to the Supreme Court, who declined to overrule the Fifth Circuit with no explanation -- except for Justice Kavanaugh agreeing that we are likely to win the fight in the end, but saying that it's no big deal to let the state enforce the law in the meantime.

Needless to say, it's a big deal to let the state enforce the law in the meantime. The Mississippi law is a breathtaking state overreach: it forces us to verify the identity and age of every person who accesses Dreamwidth from the state of Mississippi and determine who's under the age of 18 by collecting identity documents, to save that highly personal and sensitive information, and then to obtain a permission slip from those users' parents to allow them to finish creating an account. It also forces us to change our moderation policies and stop anyone under 18 from accessing a wide variety of legal and beneficial speech because the state of Mississippi doesn't like it -- which, given the way Dreamwidth works, would mean blocking people from talking about those things at all. (And if you think you know exactly what kind of content the state of Mississippi doesn't like, you're absolutely right.)

Needless to say, we don't want to do that, either. Even if we wanted to, though, we can't: the resources it would take for us to build the systems that would let us do it are well beyond our capacity. You can read the sworn declaration I provided to the court for some examples of how unworkable these requirements are in practice. (That isn't even everything! The lawyers gave me a page limit!)

Unfortunately, the penalties for failing to comply with the Mississippi law are incredibly steep: fines of $10,000 per user from Mississippi who we don't have identity documents verifying age for, per incident -- which means every time someone from Mississippi loaded Dreamwidth, we'd potentially owe Mississippi $10,000. Even a single $10,000 fine would be rough for us, but the per-user, per-incident nature of the actual fine structure is an existential threat. And because we're part of the organization suing Mississippi over it, and were explicitly named in the now-overturned preliminary injunction, we think the risk of the state deciding to engage in retaliatory prosecution while the full legal challenge continues to work its way through the courts is a lot higher than we're comfortable with. Mississippi has been itching to issue those fines for a while, and while normally we wouldn't worry much because we're a small and obscure site, the fact that we've been yelling at them in court about the law being unconstitutional means the chance of them lumping us in with the big social media giants and trying to fine us is just too high for us to want to risk it. (The excellent lawyers we've been working with are Netchoice's lawyers, not ours!)

All of this means we've made the extremely painful decision that our only possible option for the time being is to block Mississippi IP addresses from accessing Dreamwidth, until we win the case. (And I repeat: I am absolutely incredibly confident we'll win the case. And apparently Justice Kavanaugh agrees!) I repeat: I am so, so sorry. This is the last thing we wanted to do, and I've been fighting my ass off for the last three years to prevent it. But, as everyone who follows the legal system knows, the Fifth Circuit is gonna do what it's gonna do, whether or not what they want to do has any relationship to the actual law.

We don't collect geolocation information ourselves, and we have no idea which of our users are residents of Mississippi. (We also don't want to know that, unless you choose to tell us.) Because of that, and because access to highly accurate geolocation databases is extremely expensive, our only option is to use our network provider's geolocation-based blocking to prevent connections from IP addresses they identify as being from Mississippi from even reaching Dreamwidth in the first place. I have no idea how accurate their geolocation is, and it's possible that some people not in Mississippi might also be affected by this block. (The inaccuracy of geolocation is only, like, the 27th most important reason on the list of "why this law is practically impossible for any site to comply with, much less a tiny site like us".)

If your IP address is identified as coming from Mississippi, beginning on September 1, you'll see a shorter, simpler version of this message and be unable to proceed to the site itself. If you would otherwise be affected, but you have a VPN or proxy service that masks your IP address and changes where your connection appears to come from, you won't get the block message, and you can keep using Dreamwidth the way you usually would.

On a completely unrelated note while I have you all here, have I mentioned lately that I really like ProtonVPN's service, privacy practices, and pricing? They also have a free tier available that, although limited to one device, has no ads or data caps and doesn't log your activity, unlike most of the free VPN services out there. VPNs are an excellent privacy and security tool that every user of the internet should be familiar with! We aren't affiliated with Proton and we don't get any kickbacks if you sign up with them, but I'm a satisfied customer and I wanted to take this chance to let you know that.

Again, we're so incredibly sorry to have to make this announcement, and I personally promise you that I will continue to fight this law, and all of the others like it that various states are passing, with every inch of the New Jersey-bred stubborn fightiness you've come to know and love over the last 16 years. The instant we think it's less legally risky for us to allow connections from Mississippi IP addresses, we'll undo the block and let you know.

Happy People Don't Talk Like That...

Aug. 25th, 2025 10:59 am
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The call that I can't stop thinking about from the weekend's calls was not a success. But I'm not thinking about it to beat myself up or to reflect on myself as sort of a magnet for weirdness or anything. I sort of expected that I wouldn't get anywhere with this woman--she sort of told me as much, right? I don't love that, but with a lot of my lists a certain amount of "Throw The Bums Out(Or maybe, since I gravitate toward the insurgent type: Don't Put The Bums In, ha ha!) is part of the deal before real talk begins. We talked for ten minutes...if she were really "fine," as she kept assuring me, that would not happen.(my boss would be very upset that I'm not imagining creating a comrade-for-life in any of these moments, but though I've witnessed calls that worked that well, it kind of hasn't happened to me, personally. Even my friendly people are just, like, "Cool! Good luck!" And that's good enough.Some girls just get it quick and dirty.) K. told me she was fine, didn't look to the government to solve her problems and that maybe closing the border was a good idea. She also told me she might have to move because she couldn't afford things, and her kids didn't have summer jobs.
I do think governments should be there to help people with their problems and I did push back on the border thing a little, because I think it's racist.On one hand, I think it's cool that women take pride in being independent, maybe ironically more so because I usually can't do it. But I had time to wonder, or indeed affirm, that K. was using stigma to keep boning herself. Although I really do know that it's not "just fill out a simple form" easy, but I believe it could and should be.

lazy sunday.

Aug. 24th, 2025 12:04 pm
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A blessed Sunday to myself. Josh flies home from his weekend with Emily tonight. I'll go get him at the airport, and then take him back in the morning for four days in New Jersey for work - poor guy, too much flying.

It's another 95 degree day so I'll close up the apartment and turn on the a/c for Avalanche before I head out to the farmers market. I haven't decided if I'm biking or driving, yet. I'm a bit worn out from all the hiking yesterday. But maybe I can just take it easy on the bike? We'll see how I feel once I'm dressed.

The crows are chattering sweetly. It's slightly overcast and cooler than yesterday, at least so far.

Tyler and I ran off to the coast yesterday to escape the 100 degree day. It was lovely, but unfortunately traffic was a total nightmare. This is why I never go to the coast on weekends in the summer. But this was the only day Tyler could go so I decided to tough it out. It took about three hours to get there and almost 4 hours driving to get home, it was sooooooo bad. (Usually a coastal drive is less than 2hrs each way, but, I always go on Tues/Wednesdays.) But I still would have rather been with him than alone, the trail itself was empty, the mountain was beautiful, and we were treated to the most delightful beach sunset, which was legitimately chilly! So nice after a hot day of hiking. I didn't want to brave a busy restaurant so we popped into a local grocery store and grabbed some snacks before heading out, I am grateful for this. I brought us food also, but I didn't really bring enough to feed Tyler, whose metabolism is 4x as fast as mine, so extra snacks were needed. We found so many cool mushrooms! Quite the score for summer!

It does always make me a little sad that my presence in a beautiful area requires disrupting the space that elk and deer and other forest life used to be able to call their home in peace. I will never not think about this. Even the bugs that get accidentally squished upset me, I can't help it. These kinds of things are why I hate to travel, I try not to drive very much (I put about 5,000 miles a year on my car), I don't like to fly, I feel like I just cause damage and wreckage by existing. I saw this funny video about Europeans protesting the flood of American tourists and it just made me laugh a little. This is why I don't go! But it's also the case, as always, that my sacrifices make so little difference and entitled rich people will just keep traveling and flying everywhere with no concern for the damage it causes. There was this retired couple being interviewed about getting shot with super soakers by Madrid locals, and they were chuckling and saying it was refreshing in the heat and "very exciting actually," which just, uuuuuuugh. These countries depend on tourism, but it's gotten out of control. It reminds me of the car bloat that has happened in this country - nobody thinks about the social and environmental damage of driving a huge car, everyone gets bigger and bigger SUVs and trucks and act like it's just normal. And here I am in my little Fit, desperately trying to see around all these monstrosities on the road all around me while trying to stay safe, it's soooooooooooo awful and nobody talks about it or cares. Nobody needs giant cars! But it's easy and has become normalized and makes them feel safer and more powerful to tower up over everyone else. It's sickening and I hate it. Just needed to vent about that.

I am just... so mindful and thoughtful about my impact, in a world where people just rampantly cause destruction and pollution wherever they go without a second thought. It's why I have this pet peeve about disposable coffee cups. I have been bringing cups to cafes forEVER, I hate making trash unnecessarily. I do this in restaurants (which I rarely go to) whenever possible too, to avoid all that plastic waste. But even after decades, it just doesn't catch on. It's so easy and only takes a moment of thoughtfulness (oh, we're going to get tacos, I'll grab a pyrex just in case we take something home), but nobody else bothers, and they look at me like I'm crazy and grudgingly take my cup or bin as if I am so crazy hippie weirdo. Everyone should be doing this. But alas. It's just little me. I feel so alone in this. It is all set up this way, it is impossible not to make trash, I did it last night buying Josh's lasagna at that lil grocery store, as I hadn't anticipated the purchase and didn't have a bin. It sucks that this isn't just how we do things. Nobody is perfect and I'm not trying to personally blame or guilt anyone, I just wish the culture was different so that this was not such a painful uphill lonely battle. But. I will not stop. Every once in a while I do get a sweet compliment from a barista or something. "It's that sweet environmentally friendly fairy lady!" lol.

My cups have become fashion statements too, due to the art stickers I've added to them. Spooky bunny and mushroom skull and baby Zero and shooting star flowers all get noticed. It's nice. Even for the iced drinks, baristas will exclaim, "I love mason jars!" :)

....

Today I want to visit the farmers market, grab some other groceries and n/a beer, read the house hunting book, and write some cards to my friends with cancer/terminal illnesses.

The floors are swept and I'm caught up on orders. There are ants again but I'm working on it. Website maintenance would be nice but I also want to research possible puppets for the festival this year. I could get started on my moth, or look into a possible light up night puppet with moveable wings and paws (I don't know what this animal would be yet - maybe a made up one - a ghost dragon? I dunno).

...

Been craving so many treats: a buttery pastry, a glazed doughnut, a dipped cone from DQ, a vegan fast food burger (maybe the fake chicken or fish sandwich, with sweet potato fries?), olive/rosemary focaccia. Maybe I can find something indulgent at the market, today. But first, more coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

...

Wrist feels much better, glad I took a break from silks. I avoided using trekking poles yesterday for Neahkanie mountain, which is a 1400' elevation gain hike with lots of roots and logs and erosion and rocks, but it went fine. I might have to do this a lot more going forward, since my hands hurt so often, these days.

Okay an hour left to get to market, time to cool down the apartment, Avalanche is crashed out asleep, time to get going.

Summer heat again

Aug. 24th, 2025 09:56 pm
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So, I have enjoyed my summer trip to Britain, and come home Friday afternoon. During this weekend I washed my dirty clothes and put many stuff into the closet etc, sorted the data of photos I had taken on my trip. And all the while the temperature is over 30°C, about 34 or 35°C during the daytime, even the lowest temperature in early morning is 30°C. After rather cool days in Britain, and with the physical tiredness, this summer heat is really difficult. I often feel a bit sick :( During my absence, here in Yokohama, they have had sunny and hot weather every day, I heard. Now we can't go without air-conditioner. I usually set the temperature 27°C in my room but now I can't feel cool at all with it, maybe because it's always far cooler on my trip in Britain. And tomorrow I'll back to my job, go to the office :( The weather forecast says tomorrow the temperature might be from 28°C to 33°C. Sigh...

leaving

Aug. 23rd, 2025 09:07 pm
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The birds have abandoned us. Only one rose-breasted grosbeak remains, and all the orioles are gone.

All kinds of things are leaving the house which makes me feel relieved. A service club is coming over to collect furniture we don't want, and then they will put it in their annual sale. I am so happy about this.

The clinic has a library and I borrowed a DVD that is yoga for osteoporosis patients. No more child's pose for me! No curving the spine forward. Now I notice how many things I do involve that exact movement. Wow.

Next week some night time lows are predicted to be in the 40s. Good sleeping weather if I open the window just a bit and use the duvet.

Last night the little cat was yowling and mewling. She had a katydid and didn't know what to do with it. The katy was sent back outside and the cat didn't seem to care.

Sweet little angel cat

Aug. 22nd, 2025 10:38 pm
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Woke up from my nap with a throbbing wrist out of nowhere. All I managed to do was feed Avalanche and message Tyler about hiking tomorrow and go back to bed. It hurts so much, I don’t know why. I don’t remember anything happening.

I wasn’t able to give avalanche any playtime today - I had less than 4 hrs of sleep, then counseling and taking Josh to the airport, then work. I had to close up the apartment against the heat so she didn’t have her usual open windows to watch birds and squirrels. I crashed when I got home. Despite not playing with her at all today, she’s curled up between my legs. She loves me anyway. So grateful.

overflow of gratitude

Aug. 22nd, 2025 04:51 pm
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so grateful for my little window a/c unit that kept the apartment cool for Avalanche while I was away at work, today.

so grateful for the a/c at work that keeps me and my customers comfortable on 100 degree days. It's miraculous!

so grateful for iced coffee drinks in the afternoon.

so grateful for dancing late into the night with fun, kind, attractive, silly, fun-loving people and closing the place down at 2am like a bunch of kids, and for Derek playing my favorite songs that kept me going until the wee hours of the morning, causing the required afternoon iced coffee. (He ended with Boys Noize for me! Again!)

so grateful for my sparkly job and the kind, sweet, gentle people who come to get sparkles in their hair from me, for prancing around in faery wings and ears all day, for a beautiful microgreen salad for lunch, for a beautiful breakfast of greek yogurt and berries and crunchy almonds.

for indulging in peanut butter to my heart's content while Josh is away for the weekend.

for a weekend free to do exactly what I want (other than a small mount of work which I am also grateful for!)

so grateful for customers continuing to fill up my appointments, week after week, keeping me afloat, keeping my cat and I housed and fed and our needs met.

thankful for my body not hurting too much today, despite putting it through the ringer this week - grateful I trusted my instincts and opted out of the hike and bike ride that might have increased my pain levels.

grateful for avocados! did you know that they are wonderful with peanut butter?

did I mention how much I love coffee.

I am exhausted and happy and content, tonight. It is 96 outside and 76 in my apartment. I am fed and sheltered and loved. life feels perfect in this moment.

it is 4:59pm! I get to have non-alcoholic beer whenever I want! (I try to wait until after 5pm to start drinking even if it's fake non-beer lol.)

grateful for my sobriety. I complain about it a lot because I get jealous of everyone's quick-fix coping mechanisms (drugs or pills or whatever) to deal with the ills of this world, but it really is better for me to not do any drugs or pharmaceuticals.

someone asked me at the club last night - a cute younger kid in some darker colored raver type pants - asked me if I was a Tiefling. I definitely could be! If I were ever into Dungeons and Dragons I'm sure I'd have played tiefling characters. I had a Tauren the one time I played WOW. I enjoy horns, what can I say.

grateful for saltines, and other small packaged treats that keep me going throughout the day.

grateful for a cozy bed I shall likely fall into at any moment :)

Lots of memories...

Aug. 21st, 2025 12:56 pm
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when I chose my wheelchairs as an Object to write about.(There was a time when I'd never do that, btw.)Read more... )

listen to the sky

Aug. 18th, 2025 11:32 pm
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Tonight, so far, according to the Migration Dashboard, 44,000 birds have flown south over the county. Birds, so many birds, winging in the dark overhead.

Last night, the sky was lit up by lightning that was so far away I could not hear thunder. The lightning strikes were constant, and went on for hours. I stopped watching, afraid that their strobe-like effect would give me a migraine. (Glad to say I did not get one.)

A few days ago I sat on a bench on the hill in the park and had an affogato: espresso over vanilla gelato topped with whipped cream. It was more delicious that I had imagined it would be.

I am overwhelmed by all the things I need to do to care for my body. If I do them I will protect myself from pain. I'm imagining what kind of visual tool I can create for myself that will be fun and a reminder and a motivator. I might draw a Snakes and Ladders board for this.

No doubt many people can just Do The Thing that is required. I can do something for about 18 days and then my attention shifts. It takes me a lot of effort to create a new habit. I resent this. Adhd affects people in different ways. Mine creates barriers to accomplishment.

I'm rereading 'Moscow & St. Petersburg 1900-1920 : art, life & culture of the Russian silver age' by John E. Bowlt. It is full of the most beautiful color reproductions. With a few exceptions, most of the artwork was unfamiliar to me before finding this book. I have a physical copy, but I think you can borrow the digital version from the Internet Archive.

Now the Migration Dashboard says that 48,900 birds have flown over the county. I wonder if they are silent as they migrate.

Thank you all for your posts.

Busy travel days

Aug. 18th, 2025 06:10 am
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So my friend, thankfully now I’m safely in UK and enjoying my holiday trip. In Scotland I met many local friends, and enjoyed 2 kayaking trips, they were very successful! Though I have been so busy that found no time at all to post here XD. Today I leave Scotland, going to England, there, no friends meeting so I may have some time to post…

Moss mysteries.

Aug. 17th, 2025 08:42 pm
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This evening I took a few close-up photos of the moss around the yard for the purposes of trying to identify some of the various species. There are only a few that I'm very confident on the identification, and others I think I may have narrowed down to the genus, but that's it.

This will be a picture heavy post! I hope you can appreciate the variation in the photos, which is not readily apparent from landscape photos.

First off, Leuocbryum glaucum, a pincushion moss, easily identified by the means in which colonies clump and grow in rounded mounds like rolling carpets. Glaucum, for their whitish-tipped green leaves, the pale ends of which get more predominant as the moss dries. In our yard, this is predominantly around our shed, cropping up across a rocky clay and granite bed.

Leucobryum glaucum (pincushion)
more! )

Thought about applying...

Aug. 17th, 2025 02:16 pm
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for a disability and storytelling fellowship. But I'm not gonna do it, because they need everything, like, now, at this point, and because I think the margins I sit on are a bit neater than what they intended--sometimes it really does confuse and hurt me that there does not appear to be a space that is truly mine on this planet that is not a blogging box, but, like, be happy, secure and assertive, right? #Ladyboss. Even special stuff either tells me I'm too special or not special enough.
This, quite frankly, is a head-fuck that I'm tired of being upset by, but I think I'm over it and there it is again! I wish we had disability community that didn't feel like it was on a point system or that I had to collect enough crip skee-ball tickets.
But even though this is not 'my shot", it felt good to imagine doing things in the future again that are not waiting out Medicaid or making phone calls to human cardboard cutout Mark Kelly. I've decided that the next thing that comes along that is even kind of close to the battered old mental building that somebody might call my wheelhouse and doesn't involve my having a lot of extra cash, I'll apply and sort out what happens from there.(And then, probably have some face-plant to write about, because to tell you the truth, I don't feel like somebody who gets what she goes after anymore, now that my Advanced Placement test scores have gotten all moldy. But the glimpse of agency and motion felt good.
my life kind of works when it fits around somebody else's life. Which is about as thrilling as it sounds, as much as I'd love to cut to the part everyone wants and say It Turned Out Okay. But I can't yet.

Friday Five: So Much Edition

Aug. 16th, 2025 04:14 pm
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From this week's [community profile] thefridayfive

1. What is your favorite experience in your life so far?

Honestly, I don't know how to begin to answer a question like this - how do you determine a "favorite" of anything? Life changes and ebbs and flows. I'd probably have to put relatively small experiences - like standing at the ocean on the island of Maui, or even just at the edge of the Atlantic in Kure Beach.... or how I feel when I'm hiking and make it the top of the mountains. So I guess the answer is...the experiences of witnessing parts of this world that fill me with awe and a reminder of how small we are in this great expanse of a planet and a universe.

2. What motivates you to keep going every day?

Also tough to answer, because I think the occasional darkness that comes and goes in my life has been more present this year. But I do get up in the mornings and do not lay in bed all day. I guess the possibility of each day, and the animals - they always need to go outside or to be fed, and I feel an obligation to keep them well. For all of my missteps and mistakes, I do believe that I am trying to move through the world as best I can, and that each day has that opportunity to do more.

3. Where do you want to go in life? What do you want to accomplish?

*dark laughter* I once thought that I wanted to change things, for the better, for the environment, for people, for animals. I think now I am going through a crisis of feeling powerless at actually being able to do any of that, through either work or activism. I'm on a lifelong quest to learn, though. And maybe I'll also be brave someday.

4. Is there anything that you regret? Do you try to change it?

Scads and scads of regrets, things that, if I could turn back the clock with the understanding I have now, I would have saved myself and others a lot of pain. I also understand that those things helped make me who I am (for better or for worse). I do still try to change my ways of moving through the world to do the least harm, and the most good - that is why I am still in therapy, to try to tease out the parts of me that are fearful or anxious or stuck, and how to move onwards.

5. What is your most cherished gift you have received? Why do you cherish it so much?

About a year before she passed, my mother crocheted me my own afghan, in my favorite greens. It is the dearest thing I own now. Unfortunately one night after she passed it slipped off the bed and next to the rats' housing, and they happily nested off a corner of it. My now MIL helped me to find someone who could fix it, and they ended up removing about 3-4 inches and then re-stitching what was left (I wish that they had been able to truly repair it with the pattern, but I guess they couldn't find the same yarns). So I am also always a little happy and a little sad when I use it, but on days when I feel like I can't go on, it is the closest thing I have to my mother's arms around me.

loosened talons.

Aug. 14th, 2025 09:02 am
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The mountain was so beautiful. Tyler was so calm and kind and patient. Josh also, who encouraged this venture.

I am not depressed this morning and I am confused about it. Normally I am searching for ways to self-soothe in the morning just to function, but I am all right, at the moment, so I don't need to. It's so abnormal it's disorienting.

Maybe I can actually do some PT before work, today?

stilettos are a no no

Aug. 13th, 2025 07:22 pm
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This morning on the way to the clinic I saw, in someone's front yard, a bouncy castle, on top of a trampoline, that was held in place by the safety enclosure. A BOUNCY CASTLE ON A TRAMPOLINE!!!!!! WHAT???? A BOUNCY CASTLE ON A TRAMPOLINE! I mean, is this a thing? Is this common? Then I sang the appropriate song: "Bouncy Bouncy, Oh such a good time! Bouncy Bouncy, Shoes all in a line," etc. (For the song, find a video using "Bouncy Bouncy" and "crimp." Or "crimp" and "Mighty Boosh.")

Today I had MRI images taken of my eyes and head. You know, that machine that sounds like a jackhammer next to your ear. Fortunately for me, I tolerate it well; I choose a topic to think about and by focusing on that I can ignore the discomfort. I thought about the k-drama 'Another Miss Oh' which I have watched over and over. One of the songs from it ran through my mind the whole time.

This afternoon I got the test results and it was All Good News! Hurrah! It means that we still have to search for the reason I'm having double vision, but it also means no signs of tumors or other nasty things. And no incidental findings. So afterward I went to the gelato cafe and had a delicious dish of strawberry flavor to celebrate.

The rose breasted grosbeaks have left. They have been at the feeders all summer and then, suddenly, a few days ago, no grosbeaks. I remembered about the BirdCast Migration Dashboard and looked up my location. Yep. The grosbeaks have left the meadow. To fly to Panama or thereabouts.

The Oven:

1. The oven broke.
2. The only local appliance place does not do repairs on that brand.
3. Call the manufacturer for help finding a repair person.
4. Talk (is it talking?) to their fake human who says, "Here is the company who can come fix it."
5. Say, "Are you sure they will come here?" and AI says, "Oh, yes!"
6. Call the fix it company. Make an appointment.
7. Repair person does not show up. Fix it company does not answer phone.
8. Next day, Fix it answers phone, makes new appointment.
9. Repair person arrives on time.
10. Repair person is lovely and spends well over an hour figuring out the problem, talking to the manufacturer to make sure to order the right part.
11. Write check for (gulp) over $2,000 to fix it.
12. Fix it company boss is on the phone and he says they cannot do repair. Not authorized. No go. Will not fix.
13. Repair person gives back the check. Goodbye!
14. Call manufacturer. Nope. They have no other recommendations for a repair company. Nada.
15. Sob in SNAFU.

(Note: I didn't do all this phoning and chatting, etc. I have a family member for that. Thank god.)

My troubles are ok troubles. The troubles of the world are terrifying.

On Friday I'm going to go back to the gelato cafe and have a serving of affogato.
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Or, well, she seems like a nice person, I'm a few degrees from Anne Lamott, probably.But we haven't met.
But, my god, could she get over her hair and its texture already...it's *HAIR*--part of me wants to write her back and say "Get a detangler and a life,"Although, okay, I went to state college, not...terribly successfully, but I still think(hope at this point, really) that it's a physical manifestation of ways that she felt/feels like a weirdo. But, like, what would she say if she were broken for real? But then, I've probably done the same thing with my wheelchair. other disabled people tend not to like me.
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10 days ago I have written here I was worrying about the booking of a lodging and kayaking tour both of which have not replied my e-mails. It turned out that the reply e-mails from the lodging have been accidently sorted into the spam folder and I found them safely. In it I also found an e-mail from the kayaking guide in North Berwick in Scotland, saying that they were in the summer vacation at that moment but would repy me within a few days so I decided to wait.

My departure is in the afternoon of 14th(Thursday). On the weekend, 9 Saturday I have packed my travel bag, after supper I finally got the e-mail from the kayaking guide - and, can you believe? He canselled the tours I had booked in June, because he has been sick and could not paddle - since May. Then why on earth did he accept my application?? and why has he not let me know far earlier? Anyway the situation seemed hopeless to me. Just 5 days before the departure, it seemed almost impossible to find alternative guide - Soon after I got the cancellation e-mail I asked 2 another kayaking guides in Scotland I found on Internet but it's unlikely to get the positive reply from them. I have felt totally lost for a while (because kayaking in Scotland was the first purpose of my trip and I have made all my travel schedule to fit those kayak tours), then decided I would leave Scotland 1 day earlier and spend more time in my next destination, England. In North Berwick my friend Rex lives and I was going to meet him during my stay there, so late in the evening of Saturday, nearly midnight I e-mailed him, wrote about that horrible situation and asked him to change the day to meet.

Next morning, on Sunday, I woke up from a bad dream and terrible feeling. I started up the computer and found an e-mail from Rex, and surprised to know that he has been trying to find alternative kayaking guide for me! Though I never asked him about that.

To begin with the conclusion, he introduced me a lady who is a kind of organizer of local marine sports in North Berwick (Rex said she was his friend's friend), and the lady found a good guide who can take me out onto the nice kayak trip on the very date I have been going to. It's on 12 Tuesday. The new guide has gave me some messages and he sound quite professional and kind. Within just 2 and a half day my friend and this lady solved the problem for me. Again I can't believe this!

So, at the moment, a day before the departure, I feel relieved and am looking forward to the kayaking tour from North Berwick beach. Of course I will also need the good weather there XD But, hey, don't you think I have a wonderful friend? During these 4 days my mind was so shaken but in the end, I feel this world is a good place after all...
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