
So often, I took for given, the comfort and safety of my dad snoring at 4:30am or even the scent and sound of hot soapy Tide-water churning in the wringer washer. They didn't seem so important then -- simply part of an every day everyday.
It wasn't really the snoring or the washer -- rather it is why they were there that substantially defined their value.
Sometimes when I get caught up in my own selfishness, I begin to miss those things immensely but then realize that the prints, scents and voices of others today may ultimately echo around my head in quite the same fashion. It's just hard sometimes "to tell a green field from a cold steel rail*" but I sure am trying.
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The Coming Winter
Cold powder blowing desire into
coarse folds of red-black wool
and onto wisps of careless hair.
Here, to find a harbor of immolation where hope is made gentle at the nape
(desirous, worthy, tangible)
and destines to languish on cinnamon skin where once was dreamed, but neither knew
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