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michaelboy) wrote2021-12-04 11:09 am
michaelboy) wrote2021-12-04 11:09 am
A hunk of paper as a lesson
When doing the laundry these days, I usually have to turn your clothes right-side in. Trying to shake it on your plate, you sprinkle parmesan cheese all over the counter and floor. I don't like it but...
I remember years ago, a day off of work, was to take her to get chemo or some kind of scan. And near the end, I had to do the caregiving, laundry, cleaning, and kid things. I didn't like it much then but after you passed, I missed it way more than I ever imagined I could.
Because then, if I dropped a piece of paper under the desk, it would certainly sit there for an eternity... unless I took care of it. That is what makes for lonely.
I remember years ago, a day off of work, was to take her to get chemo or some kind of scan. And near the end, I had to do the caregiving, laundry, cleaning, and kid things. I didn't like it much then but after you passed, I missed it way more than I ever imagined I could.
Because then, if I dropped a piece of paper under the desk, it would certainly sit there for an eternity... unless I took care of it. That is what makes for lonely.
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