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michaelboy) wrote2025-04-06 08:34 pm
michaelboy) wrote2025-04-06 08:34 pm
I easily confuse myself
There are many good things that I miss. Some of them are unspeakable as they are either too embarrassing or their revelation might hurt the feelings of those around me in an undesirable way. At times, I wonder if I expect more than I should or if I am just an extraordinarily selfish person.
Notwithstanding, I am grateful that I'm able to climb into bed at night -- relatively pain free, snuggle and think about my day. I live in a comfortable environment. I have my sanity (I think..therefore I do, I think). I'm able to work at a part-time job and have two volunteer things that I love doing so very much.
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Missing
A consuming wildfire that spreads inside the chest. It steals the breath – not so much as to kill or injure a person but just enough that even a hundred spoons of Jif® are ineffective in dousing it.
Notwithstanding, I am grateful that I'm able to climb into bed at night -- relatively pain free, snuggle and think about my day. I live in a comfortable environment. I have my sanity (I think..therefore I do, I think). I'm able to work at a part-time job and have two volunteer things that I love doing so very much.
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A consuming wildfire that spreads inside the chest. It steals the breath – not so much as to kill or injure a person but just enough that even a hundred spoons of Jif® are ineffective in dousing it.